I’m just here crying and wishing I could take back my childhood and guard it.
Spokane is gone. It hurts to think that I’ll never go back to that place that was a home to me.
And now in a couple months, everything that once was a beautiful place and amazing memory to me in Fairbanks… Is going to go away.
I feel like my childhood memories are being locked away somewhere I will never be able to see and it makes me so sad.
I’m just laying here, uncontrollably crying about two places I am in love with.
I just watched this video of myself rolling around on the floor, I’m not even a year old yet. I wish I could go back. I wish I had my own family. I want to feel that blissful innocence again.
But I want to move forward, and record my daughter being as happy as she will be, smiling and rolling around and being beautiful.
Its so weird, and crushingly sad, having my nostalgia pull on my craving for a new life. I don’t want to grow up, but I really really do.
(via pussylequeer, jwander)
Marion Cotillard as Janet Leigh in Psycho photographed by Mark Seliger
Kirsten Dunst photographed by Simon Lekias for BlackBook, December 2010/January 2011
Léa Seydoux and Diane Kruger in Farewell, My Queen
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Jessica
She makes me cry whenever I see her sing. I get so weak and hot tears just stream and stream and stream. I think that when I see her I am reminded of what grace is, I see how peaceful you can be with a relationship with God. It makes me feel bad about myself, but its drowned out with happy tears. I feel all this emotion around her and its so inexplicable and beautiful and warm.
But when I see her after she sings this, I start choking up and all I can say before hugging her to hide my pathetic love is, “You’re so pretty.”
Alright look. I am so pissed off at your bullshit (name).
I am so close to calling you out for all this crap you put everyone through. Get your shit together.
